Winter. Wow, that was a hard winter. So long. So cold. So dreary. So miserable.
Add to that a major life change such as leaving a stable job, and it would make anyone crawl under the covers and never want to leave.
Thankfully, I was able to pull myself up by the bootstraps and found work immediately, and worked hard all winter. My bf made fun of me because I didn't even get a chance to enjoy unemployment ;)
However, all these factors made it an exhausting time in my life. I still go out every other day- as is my nature, and did a lot of fun things- but I couldn't motivate myself enough to blog about any of it. My mind was all consumed with thoughts about my uncertain future. Obsessively over-thinking causes a fatigue like no other. Ugh, if only I can control it instead of having a brain that is constantly filled with a million different thoughts, bouncing around haphazardly like a ADHD kid on 10 cans of redbull. That struggle is real.
But things are changing. I started at yet another new workplace 2 days ago, so it feels like a fresh start. Also, spring came back, finally. Today was a glorious day! I actually went out to lunch without a jacket and it was quite liberating! I walked with a spring my step, and that jostled something in my brain.
I WANT TO WRITE AGAIN!
So hang with me and I'll tell you all about my upcoming shenanigans. :)
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